Surprise me.
Due to popular demands for updates, i am taking 5 minutes off to do so quickly. My life has been a monotone of late. Mondays & tuesdays: Work, dinner with friends/ clients (yes, i know i still owe many people dinner appointments but i’m trying ok). Wednesdays: Work, home group. Thursdays: Work, marking of essays, planning and preparation of materials for Sunday lessons. Fridays: Work, teach. Saturdays: Teach, spend time with Gabrielle, dinner/ party. Sundays: teach, teach, and teach. Yes i’ve been missing church. I need time for myself. Just to rest. To see the people i wanna see. Avoid social obligations. I’ve been damn sick for more than a week and am still not recovered.
And ok, i’ve had this question 10 million times. So.. I am kinda in a relationship. Don’t wanna jinx it by saying anything and also coz i wanna protect him. If i can’t even do that, there is really no point right? I wanna spend more time with him. ALONE. So give me space. And to all my guy friends, i’m sorry. I made a decision to attempt to give him security. And i think i can only do that if i don’t see any of you one-on-one. That’s my decision.
Last update. I’m rethinking my plans again. London and Hongkong still remain possibilities, though now i am thinking for 2 of us. I know what many of you think, since when has linda started to think in terms of “our life” instead of “my life”? Now, i suppose. IB is hiring again. I am excited. But yet hesitant. God, give me wisdom. Keep me in your prayers. Ask Him to speak to me. For His Will will never lead me to where His Grace cannot protect me. Amen.
